sábado, 10 de setembro de 2011

I don't know know what is it about layers, but i find layers everywhere.
I thought it over dinner last night. And today it came to my mind, the darkest layers that every one has, the deepest no one sees, some women sense, but they can't understand them.
Layers on love, on betrayal, on faithfulness, on social behavior, on personal behavior...
I feel intriged in all these layers, and tagled by all of them, til I can't breath anymore.
I don't know what it is about layers, but I guess they lie everywhere. And sometimes, I wish I were a kid, so that layers would only lie on food, on Lego, or any other funny structure we can find.
Zoodiac signs show their layers in different ways too, and in times of desperation, everyone shows their deepest fears, their deepest dispairs, their deepest posessions.
I find myself in between thousands of layers: social, cultural, economical, humoristical, parental, educational, and so on.
But I don't quite seem to change my layers, they seem to follow me everywhere I go. And no matter what happens, layers, are a part of me, a part of what I am to me or to others.
Safety is a matter of how you hide in between your layers, love, is a matter of how you play in between yours and other people's layers, and lust, is only lust!
Layers, dreams, colors. Layers, ambitions, and music.
Layers. Layers. Layers.
Today I just thought about layers.

No more dating Djs


NO more dating djs
no more dating djs, mcs, producers, hiphop critics, radio hosts, etc
Wanted: a girl to date a dj 
must have strong arms for heavy lifting  
includes crates & my ego 
looks not important to me  
you will never look as good as the girls on my bootlegs, white labels & cd covers 
but please try not to look uglier than any of my dj buddy's girlfriends 
I really hate that 
DON'T TOUCH MY EQUIPMENT 
I like music, 
long walks on any street that sells used records, 
music, 
being a hater,
music,
and I do like music  
must be able to watch several hours of DMC World Championship video footage 
PS: if you've never heard of dj rectangle, 
please do not apply.  
I'm done with dating rappers, mcs, djs, 
I'm looking for a real nice rodger's cable guy 
who thinks a technique is a way to make love to me 
I was in love with your potential 
I thought your hands were speaking to me 
remember when we met an you were on that jungle brother's back to Africa trip? 
you got me to throw away my rope chain 
even took chemicals out my hair 
you said you were my man 
and we would be a strong black unit of change  
but your mamma's basement was too small to oust a revolution 
grown a** manbut why move out & get a job? 
you said you were about to make some cheddar of all this rappin' & producin' 
wait till you play me the new ssheee*t  
you said the sexiest thing 'bout me besides my fat a**
was the way I made you think 
& me and my fat a** was tickled pink
but now it seems that mic chords are the only things you tickle. 
I'm tired of eating invisible scratch pickles 
I stopped buying your mix tapes the day you said girls can't dj 
because their inner ear is smaller and it throws off the mixes
[bleep] a guest list 
after 3 years 
I'm more than just a guest  
but I guess you just aint know  
I stopped analyzing your lyrics when you stopped listening to my radio show 
and don't ever get it twist  
I'm telling you  
the worst groupies have di*ks 
every guy i know can tell a story about a h* and a rap star 
"I ain't hating, it's the truth dog, I witnessed it, I swear" 
now your'e a man 
at least for the groupie she about to give sex 
you already passed your tape to the rapper 
he's about to beat the things now 
why are you still there? 
and these groupie h*s  
with their 5 minute hugs 
I don't watch no face 
but these girls take pleasure in provoking me 
and I can't say [bleep]  
I got to retaliate in silence 
because the lanyard from your backstage pass keeps on choking me  
and NO  
I don't wanna hang out with the other dj girlfriends 
they're adapters  
automatic after-performance clappers  
preparation-h for swollen ego [bleep] rappers 
they adapt to any climate  
given [bleep] about any time it seems appropriate 
you take these girls for joke  
skin tease like the two a you-all gon' live happy ever after 
they study dinosaurs 
we call them dino wh*res 
why? 
cause that's what you call the girls who flock to the clubs on a saturday night 
to do what she can to catch a toronto raptor 
she's an adaptor  
you can take you know yellow pagin' dubplate makin' body tricks 
but personally 
I'll pass  
used to give a [bleep] about turntablism 
but now you could basically 
galloping scratch 
my a**  
I know I sound amplified 
you can tell your friends 
it's just 
hey  
remember when you broke my face plate?  
[bleep] the best mixer you ever had was a jemini 
and it's not the dj 
it's me for thinking he's listening to what he play 
and the messages he's putting in the universe 
but when really I think about it 
what you say & who you are 
I mean  
loop is still singin' about girls 
so ladies  
the fault also lies in us  
if we mistake talent for tenderness 
a beat is not a love song 
a guest list is not a love letter 
but until i'm sure i've learned the difference
i just won't date djs, mcs, producers, hiphop critics, radio hosts, etc